Numb

I’m currently not in the mood to do anything that’s worth anything. I like reading and traveling. I love movies and T.V Shows and music. I love make-up because it’s like art for the face. I used to Dance, still do sometimes, but it’s too hot, we’re short on electricity and i’m afraid of taking a shower in the dark. I don’t wanna go to the beach because it’s so vast and deep and makes me feel lonelier than i already am. I hate the sticky residue it leaves on my skin. I wonder about the salty smell of the sea that everybody likes when i’ve always thought it resembled the smell of rotten fish. My bra is killing me and making me feel trapped all the time. I hate all the underwear i have to wear so i can look good in a tight dress. I hate the glowy look of summer that seems more like sweat. There’s too much sun and not enough moon where i live and i don’t ”feel” as much as i’d like to ,it’s depressing the hell out of me.

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